why do i feel this way? why is it that every time i see you that i feel different so very different that i don't know who i am, like I'm becoming a different person to even my self. why do i have these feeling for you even though i know there will be no future with you and that nothing will happen between us. now i feel alone like no one is there wondering in complete nothingness and when i see the light i run to it but no matter how fast and how far i run the light never gets closer. but the only comfort i have is that i know I'm never alone cause even though i walk in the Vally of shadows that there will always be one with me and like a father he will always love me even though i don't feel is presents or see him walking with me i know he is watching